everyday struggle

Once again I've been ruined. Don't know should I go on or not. Such a stupid fucking life, such a stupid little thing. Depression moves slowly onto me as a big animal with no mercy. I do not complain though. Just a fact, just another stupid fact. Why are all these shitty creatures so inclined to live? What for? A wheel of samsara as a fucking grinder destroys anything that stands or crawls, or flows, or flies. Fuck you. You don't care so why should I?